Sometimes I am too confused to even realized I'm confused. I feel like a crazy person, not even knowing what to think. I can't wait to be 18...its what everyone looks forward to. But at the same time I'm way too freaked out to be anything close to excited. There are so many decisions to be made and deadlines to meet, and how is any one person supposed to decide and accomplish this so fast?
I don't know where I'm going or what I'm going to do. I need to decide soon, but I do have some time. Its kind of a contradiction in it of itself really, and when I think of it like that it makes me kind of laugh. If I've got nothing to worry about then why am I worrying? There's no answer for this.
I guess happiness is my first goal. I'm just scared that I don't really know what happy is for me yet.
Facts:
I love daylight savings time
My trackball sucks
Sleeping on the couch > floor > bed
I'm posting from my sk and it's kinda weird.