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Currently Listening : Fall Out Boy -The Take Over, The Break's Over

Happy Birthday Grandpa!

Today you'd be....79! I honestly can't imagine being that old, no offense. I remember that on your 75th birthday Grandma took you some cake to the hospital. Sneaky little lady she was! If I could go back into time, I'd have gone with her that day, just to say I spent your last birthday with you. I regret not going to the hospital more to visit you. I know I only went twice in all those times and I will never not regret that. I should have toughed out being scared and just gone, but I didn't and I'm sorry.

So much has changed since that birthday, both good and bad as I'm sure you know. If you were still here, everything would be different. It's been almost 4 years...how crazy is that? I miss you so much. I had the best grandpa on the world and I didn't realize it until it was too late.

Happy Birthday again Papa...I love you.