Currently Listening : Sexy Is My Middle Name - Palm Trees
sarah posts 2 times a day. and you know why? because i am more unsure of what i want to/should/can do than ever now.
columbia vs. full sail / photojournalism vs music production
pro/con lists are not helping. i have no idea what to do. "do what makes you happy" "do what you are good at" i don't know. i have no idea whatsoever. i hate having to make such a huge decision.
april told me to take a year off. go to community collge, and get my pre-req's done and out of the way. yeah sure, that'd be cool i guess, but...community college? i don't know why, but the idea of going to fccj just gives me the chills. it's like...lowering my standards. no, i am not saying i'm better than people who attend community college, but i just never saw myself going that route...i just pictured myself going off to a bigger, well known school right after senior year. now though...i'm not too sure.
maybe going to fccj would be better for me. maybe having a year to decide what i want to do will help me out. i just don't know though. there's decisions to be made and it's all going and coming at me so fast. i don't have enough time. i don't have the money. i don't knwo what to do about anything and this makes me want to do absolutely nothing.
facts:
i don't care about capitalizing anymore
i miss october fall
i wish i didn't have to go to school anymore
