Tuesday, January 13, 2009

I am the shadow on the moon at night

Currently Listening: The Airborne Toxic Event - Something New

Do you realize that every second of every day you are getting farther away from my good side? No? I knew that because...well, because you don't realize much. Yes, you know this is for you and I really do not care at this point in the game. It is completely bizarre and nonsensical to me how you are completely oblivious to everything. I should not be shocked though. Hasn't it always been this way with you? It has. (In case you didn't know) I've just gone completely full circle with my rant and I'm becoming repetitive. It's sort of humorous though, and ironic in a way. That's exactly what this whole "thing" is. It's a vicious circle that repeats itself over, and over, and over again. It's become such a boring and tiresome task already. I'm exhausted from defending you - it's become a played out thing. I have been a Good Samaritan from day one. The best part is, have you ever done the same for me? Slim chances I'm assuming. (And I only assume when I know I'm right.) You have made it clearly obvious that the people (or even person) that actually CARED mean a grain of salt to you. Am I taking this the wrong way? Am I being overly harsh? Possibly. How much do I care at the moment? Just as much as you do. Get back to me when you're not so narcissistic. That's when I'll care again, pinky promise.

In much better news...I watched a Nightmare Before Christmas for the first time ever today. It was sort of weird watching it and already knowing a majority of the songs. I really liked it and finally feel in tune with the rest of the planet!

Day 13: "I Don't Care"

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