Currently Listening: (Forgive Durden) Razia's Shadow: A Musical
It's getting colder.
The days are getting shorter, the nights are getting longer, and time is slowly speeding away. I am getting lost in all these changes and I don't know what's going on anymore.
I miss when I used to walk home from the city bus and crunch on leaves. I miss when I didn't even notice the weather changes and they just "happened." I miss knowing that 50 degrees in October was normal. I miss the expected.
Florida has given me warm blood and I can't take this all of a sudden "changing" and record lows. I'm feeling low all over and I want my high of 73 sunny breeze typical "Fall" weather back.
My days have been good recently...too good. I've been getting carried away. I know the clock is ticking and I know I'm taking all of this for granted. Change is not what I want for once. I'd like to go back to when I knew how things were going to be. Take back the cold weather for all I care too.
