I really have an awful case of "mixed emotions." I don't really believe my emotions are mixed however, I just think they are confused. Is that possible? They are my emotions though, so can't they do as they please? But then again, seeing as to how they are confused, I guess they wouldn't know what to do, huh?
I contradict myself. I guess I shouldn't admit that, but it's true. I'll tell you I'm happy if it'll make you shut up or stop your questioning me. In truth, I'm completely angry and upset with you and or myself. I'm not talking about a specific person right now, this is just in general.
Anyway, I guess right now I'm annoyed. I feel like you're (here's the specificness, of course lacking being specific) taking complete advantage of me and that you are totally unappreciative. Are you? I never thought you would be; it was never like this before. I'm hoping you've just been doing you "activities" a lot for this sudden change in attitude towards me, and I hope it ends soon because I'm not digging it. I don't enjoy being treated like what I'm doing for YOU is worthless, because we both know pretty darn well it is.
I'm tired now, and sore. I really don't feel any need to be happy with much. This needs to change soon, hopefully this weekend. This downer mood has been going on for way too long.
There is no end to what I'm saying.
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