Currently Listening : Sigur Rós - Von
I really hate how much money I spend on stuff I honestly don't need. I don't need a new hoodie, why am I ordering one? I don't need new band merch, why do I look up more? I don't need and need and need more material items, but I still want and want and want and buy. I complain that I'm broke, but when I actually get some money, I blow it all on stuff I know I can live without. It's almost disgusting, and it's a waste. I feel like a hypocrite typing all of this really, but it's only the truth. I need to get better at things like this, as much as I feel it's a lost hope.
Hey, I'm a good samaritan, I gave blood today. It was painful (still is), but it made me feel like I was doing something really good (I was). I'm O positive, by the way.
My grandma left today...technically yesterday, whatever. That was the shortest/longest 3 weeks ever. I'm gonna miss being spoiled, her cooking, and feeling at home like I did 2 years ago. I hate to see her go, but maybe we can be 'one big happy' again some day.
WP is so close, but yet so far. I'll stop teasing and start producing soon, honestly!
Midterms being tomorrow...technically today, again, whatever. Let me express my excitement...
ok, I'm done.
stillsoconfused. Was that a hint? I need to stop reading so deep into nonexistent signs.
