Blog number one million and a half. I'm tired of starting these things like a new trend. Every time I'm annoyed I say it, "Okay, from here on out, I'm changing. I'm gonna write like no one's business and prove my point. I'm gonna change." Yeah, well my raging teen angst lasts anywhere from a day to a week, and after that, what happens? My posts get farther and farther apart, until I don't even remember my login name. So, why start again now? I honestly have no clue.
I just want to write. And for now, I don't want a soul to read (Except for YOU)
When I have best friends letting me down, and not even knowing what's really going on in my life, there's no telling who honestly cares anymore. This is just me ranting on and on about what I feel I need to rant on about. I'm not here to start anything. I'm not here to sound so ~cool~. I'm not here to make up metaphores, and sweet lines that will make you feel like I'm speaking another language. All I need is this place to type out how I feel, cause I'm too lazy to write it in a real journal, and I actually want to remember things in years to come. How often will I update this beast? Who knows. I'm hoping for the good though. And I'll really try...if I do anything, I'll try.
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