I had every intention of doing what my last entry on here said, but obviously that didn't work out. I have stuck with Project 365 though, so at least not everything I said was a lie.
It's just getting to that point where I want to have a place to write. Just for me. This is a public blog, but I know that no one really checks blogger anymore (no one meaning friends of mine) so it's sort of like a private place for me anyway. I almost made a private tumblr for this reason, but then the thought of officially abandoning this page made me so sad. I know there's a lot of old stuff on here. Stuff I'd love to ignore and forget altogether. But at the same time, doesn't it all just flow together? Without that past I wouldn't be here, in this exact moment, with these exact feelings, right? Right. Even if it's not right, I'm going to say it is to help my case. But again, what does it matter if this is just for me anyway?
I can't say how often I'll post on here, but I will. For myself. I miss writing like this more than I'd ever like to admit, but I just do. I guess I should blame Xanga in 2004 for making me such a blog-keeping fangirl. (But really I should be thankful about that.)
-s