It's my half birthday. For some reason this half birthday iss differnet than the rest. (Yeah, I celebrate them, shuttup.) So anyways, in 6 months I'll be 18, and that just freaks me out. Not that much is going to change, but it's the fact tht I'll be 18...the legal age. This is basically pointless, but I don't care. I think since last summer I've changed a lot. I've moved, made a lot of best friends, and haven't seen a lot of friends in a while. I got a job, have met eveyone I consider an "idol" to me, and have finished 3/4ths of high school. "Sarah, get to the point." I don't think there is one, except stating the fact that I've changed, and I really really like it.
Proof:
(winter 05')
(summer 06')
(summer 07')
I don't wear make up, hair clips, or basically anything I used to. I could care less about all that stuff. We all grow up I guess right? Since moving, I've seen all my friends change via pictures on Facebook and Myspace. It's so weird to not see these kids I spent almost 2 years with, 18 months later, half of us don't talk to each other, and the rest of them have changed so much I could care less about talking to them. I guess this is the part where I name drop. I'm not trying to start drama, I'm just stating what I know to be true. I know who still writes me letters, who calls me (only dan, and ilh for that), who IM's me, and basically who my "real" friends are. I had a lot of friends at Lincoln Park. I'm down to a handful, but I like them best, so who cares really? In Florida it sucked making friends. I hated everyone, so I became best friends with online friends. I never thought I'd have best friends here, but I do now. Sup name drops:Chicago: Ymijan, Nicole & Meghan. Dan, Sara, Keeley, Cecilia, Katie, Gigi, Morry.Online: Toni. Cait.
Florida. Amber, Tia. Kristen, Jello.I love my friends. I love my life. Period.
I made this for the memories. I haven't written in any blogs for a while. I think about it, then I'm just too lazy to do it. I also have to redo my Flickr, for kicks. I really don't care any more. Photo passes? I'll never get them. I will most likely be going to Full Sail now. I guess it's a cliche in the music industry, but whatever, I like it.
Uhm. Oh. Have you ever seen Rise Against live? No? Well then your life fails. Honestly, everyone should see them live. Even if you don't like them, do it for your health, it's life changing. Tim McIlrath was the last person I wanted to meet. I met him :)
Work is going ok. Summer is cool. I still haven't read OR done geometry. This blog's mood has changed. I am indifferent.
FALSE IDOLS FALL.
